let it be

Here I am sitting by my window nursing a sligthly laziness typical of a sunday morning, slowly sipping away my very strong black coffee and looking outside to all the rooftops and windows that this view allows me to see in my semi slow paced New York neighborhood.  Its a cold damp grey day, the rain about to pour in.

Makes me thinking of how much I appreciate quietness and being able to listen only the wind gently blowing and watching this gorgeous tabby cat just walking around the edge of the rooftops with such an elegant movement and seeing so aloof inside his own existence. There he is clearly content of being away of maybe an annoying child trying to pet him or  maybe some angry dude booing him away. 

This somewhat mundane activity, if you can call doing nothing an activity, gives me this much pleasant and welcoming feeling of chosen solitude. Its wonderful to have this moments of stillness and being aware of what makes you tick . Appreciation for life itself and for have the ability to be consciously present in the moment, to enjoy those pocket of times to refresh your mind and your spirts, to keep in check our priorities and be glad of this self knowledge. I think those moments are essential to have a sane mind. Makes when you’re around others more enjoyable, makes you actually  more selfless without feeling depleted. Brings me this somewhat reassuring feeling that no matter what unavoidable events may happen or  what others may do to us, as hard as it can be at times, the serenity you can slowly develop within – this, nobody can take away if you don’t allow it.

Prologue

Through the Rabbit Hole or better explicitly said through the mind of the beholder that here writes those lines. The epiphany of the decision to write again came with the unbearable fact that the thoughts and ideas must be expressed through the written form for they can be officially out of one’s head and released onto the collective existence. Pretentious as I am taking the chance of being perceived by saying that what I can say may be of the benefit of others who read those “released thoughts” but for once I know  as fact, that those typed words from my overfilled computer will be of great utility of mental hygiene for this truly yours! The idea of expressing an idea, thought or feeling without being interrupt in the middle of doing so, I must say is deliciously deliberating.

I have used the media of blog to write before, although, never in this language that its not of my expertise. So, beforehand I apologize for the sure to come murder of Shakespeare’s language.